Time and space to exercise, to feel my body move and sweat, my heart pumping and my lungs working, to feel alive
A birthday coffee with my lovely, lovely lady…. and some sweet kisses, too 😉
A beautiful 75 degree, sunny, clear day
Another weekly counseling session (for the ninth month! awesome!). Investing in my mental health is always a gift.
Meditation, laying in the sun, soaking up rays and happiness from the sky
A relaxing pedicure and manicure so that my calloused feet and hands and sore forearms and calves feel pampered
A delicious dinner out (mmm Mexican) with my amazing and wonderful primary partner, followed by a trip to the swingers’ club to get tied up and fucked. Yes. Enough said. I am So Excited.
Maybe a lap dance from a guy at our gay male strip club. Yes PLEASE.
Here is my most recent favorite poem that I am using to celebrate my week and my day and my birthday:
i thank You God for most this amazing
day: for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky; and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes
(i who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun’s birthday;this is the birth
day of life and love and wings: and of the gay
great happening illimitably earth)
how should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing any — lifted from the no
of all nothing — human merely being
doubt unimaginable You?
(now the ears of my ears awake and
now the eyes of my eyes are opened)
— ee cummings